Haiss reali veri veri sad, who will understands this.. no 1 cause im left all alone by myself... I still cant get over, tinking tat maybe i can, i started my damaging life again, damagin myself at least this could make mi happier.. wad else can i do.. Game and Game to numb the sadness, i reali didnt wanne be like this but i cant help it.. Late at nite, alone makes mi cry to sleep each single nite... Ytd onli slept for 4hrs, cant even get to sleep once i woke up i cry myself to awake again.. How am i going to spent the rest of the daes without euu.. Im Not SurE, i reali miss ya alot.. Somone tell mi wad shld i do? If its so easy getting over, Tinking back we been thru so much juz to be together so much so much.. i didnt gif up but this time rd shld i? been quarreling with mum again, i already so sad le cant she make my life easier.. From wad i see, u seems happily chatting, guess for euu there isnt any hard feeling.. Glad ur happi, do take care of urself dun game too much... i will pray hard every nite for u de... take care

*Alone in this cold and cruel world where no 1 will ever care and love mi, Dead...

With ♥ From Suzanna [6:43 PM]